sigh what’s up guys

Been feeling down lately for no good reason really. 😦 

Well I guess it’s just some stuff is happening, but it’s so petty that it makes me feel worse. Like just people that I talked to all the time aren’t talking to me as much any more, and it’s saddening. I like keeping up with people. But some people are obviously okay with a small conversation once every blue moon. Whatever. That’s fine. I’ll cater to your tastes.

By the way you all, don’t let people force you to do stuff you don’t want to do, no matter how guilty they make you feel okay? Okay. Because it’ll just end up being awful for you. There’s a reason you didn’t want to do whatever it was.

We have school on again tomorrow. I really am not looking forward to it. I’m really only good at Japanese, I’m failing maths, I suck at HSIE, I’m okay at English but not the best. It’s so annoying I’m not even sure what happened. I used to be good at it all.

Hahahahahahha 😀 😀 😀 Why am I being so sad?? I don’t get it haha, maybe I’m hormonal or something! (^  ^ ;;)

Let us think of positive things yeah? Yeah!
– I had a really good holiday all in all

– I bought nice clothes, and nice stuff

– I’m pretty healthy right now *knock on wood*

– There aren’t any real issues going on right now (except for those petty silly ones)

– I have you guys. I love you all!

:3

okay I’ve cheered myself up a bit now haha I’ll tell you guys how school went tomorrow!
‘We only part to meet again’ c:

xoxooxoxo♥♥♥xooxoxoxoox

I am back wonderful net

ahh the new modem is in and everything should be perfect again! (knock on wood!) feels good to have the internet back, I’m definitely obsessed.. oh well.. eue

I’m going to dye my hair tomorrow! Red on the top half and purple on the bottom half. It certainly took me long enough to decide what colours I wanted! haha 

Other than that, holidays are still going, and all I’ve been doing lately is eating, sleeping, and watching anime like a lazy beanbag… We went out to eat burgers yesterday for my grandfather’s 80th birthday so that was good! I also bought cute jeans with a light flower pattern on it, it’s pretty cute.

okay, I think I’m done typing! Too  lazy to type anymore.. I realised the other day that I’ve typed so much on this computer that the keys on the keyboard are literally wearing away! The space bar and the enter bar especially though. This is a relatively new computer though so I am amazed at how much I must type!

alright enough for now :3

bye bye pidgy blossoms! ♥ xoxoox ♥♥♥

oh btw, SaiKano is the saddest anime ever, and Air is too, I was crying the whole way through the last episodes of Air I could barely read the subtitles because my eyes were so blurry! So yes if you want to cry these anime are great for that.

Bad internet forgive me!

I haven’t been able to post at all lately ;~; our internet is awful lately, and we’re gettting a new modem soon so yeah. I will post more when the internet is happy again! 

School is out! So happy about that. Well it’s really the holidays after tomorrow (Friday) but I’m taking the day off because of cross country (if you don’t already know, I don’t run. It’s not fun, I’m bad and slow at it, and it leaves me bright red in the face gasping for air) so I get an early holiday to relax, sleep, read, and work on a few projects for next term.

 

oh gosh I’m gonna rant now okay sorry for this but Kyary Pamyu Pamyu STILL hasn’t said when she is coming to Australia and I’m dying I need to see her! I will be very very crushed if she doesn’t come here. I just love her. So much. Ugh. She goes to Hong Kong and LA and New York and all the popular places but not here 😦 Someone told me she is definitely going to Australia and that helps to be more hopeful but yeah. Kinda down about that. Not to mention I’m making my mood worse by listening to nothing but her songs all day too…

Okay rant over, sorry for that loves!

In Japanese we have to do a 1-2 minute speech on our family. (It can be a made up family of course) and now I just have to think of what family I want to use now.. (I could use the family from My Neighbours The Yamadas! hahah) and that’s due on the 3rd May.

And my birthday is so close now! 2nd of May I can’t wait! I’m going to dye my hair but I’m still unsure of the colours to use! I’m thinking red on top, and then half way down my hair it turns to purple! OR vice-versa. Then the other idea was blue on top, dark purple half way down, or vice-versa. The 4 colours are interchangeable really, I just am having trouble choosing!

 

okay enough rambles and chatter for today kids, off I go to watch some anime c:

bye bye my fluffy pancake bunnies!  ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ

♥♥♥oxoxoxo♥♥♥

Ahh breaks are the best!

Because it’s Easter we get to have today (Friday) off! As well as the weekend and Monday! So I can finally catch up on some sleep, and work. I’ve been letting it all pile up, and I have no excuse as to why other than procrastination. Instead of science work I figured out my ‘destiny number’ (which can be extremely difficult when you have an incredibly long middle name) it is number 3, and my destiny is something along the lines of  ‘teaching others to be happy in themselves’ which I think sounds so lovely! And I like making people happy so it’s creepily accurate…

So it is now 1:18pm and I haven’t done anything productive yet, but I will start maybe tonight or this afternoon. I have to write a one page essay on the ‘gap’ between Australian and Aborigines but I feel like to properly go over the topic well, I need to use more than just a page… Which is a little annoying but I’ll try to manage I suppose.

Bring Me The Horizon has their new album ‘Sempiternal’ out now!! I wish I could buy it right now! The songs on it are great! As I keep saying to myself, I need a job!! haha

That’s all for now guys, have a lovely Easter with family, or just on your own either one is perfect as long as you’re having fun! 😀 talk to you guys later! 🙂 ♥

♥♥♥ oxooxoxxo ♥♥♥

Energy drinks wow never again except for emergencies…

So I got home from school one afternoon, I think the other day actually! And I wanted to test whether energy drinks actually affected you at all, or if it was all just a bit hyped up. I drank a can, and felt SO TIRED. I wasn’t even that energetic, I expected that I would feel like running around or something but nope not really… Then it ended up being 10:30pm, and I turned everything off and went to bed. I honestly could not keep my eyes closed! They flicked open every time I tried to hold them shut! I was so tired but I couldn’t sleep It was irritating to say the least.. I spent my time just trying to read and listen to music the night.

So I have decided to save energy drinks for nights I need to stay awake and do important things, such as last minute homework and assignments…

Tomorrow I have an impromptu speaking ‘workshop’ of some sort, and in the afternoon will be the impromptu speaking competition! I didn’t sign up for the competition! I signed up for the workshop!! And now my English teacher wondered if I would do the public speaking on he 4th ugh I’m not doing that! I don’t even enjoy public speaking, I’ll do it for class because I have to but I could not be bothered to do it of my own accord as a kind of recreation ugh..

Aaaaaand let us top this all off with all the damn assignments we’re getting! I feel so overwhelmed I don’t even have time (well I feel like I don’t have any time) to do anything I want, and it’s annoying. Oh well. School holidays are soon!

okay I’m out for now! Stay happy and healthy snowflakes! c:
♥♥♥ oxoxox

Just the usual

Not much has been happening really!

Debating practise was on again this afternoon and that went pretty well. I also said my speech today! It was ‘Arranged Marriage Should be Illegal’ and I think I went okay! I was first in the class to speak too goodness that was a little nerve-wracking, but I’m alright at speaking in front of the class. It was awful at the beginning though, because I think I have something wrong with my throat or my voice or something, and at first I sounded like a croaky cyborg! so embarrassing! I quickly cleared my throat and the speech went relatively okay!

Hmm what else.. Oh I ate nachos for dinner today! They were great really. I like nachos ahah

okay peace guys I’m out for now 🙂

bye bye lovely daffodils! :3 c: xooxox ♥♥♥

Debating is on!

As you just read, debating is back again for another year! It’s going to be so much fun. I did it last year, and LOVED IT. It’s probably one of the things I look forward to at school! So I joined that, and we have a little practise once a week or so to prepare for the official debate against another school.

I actually had tonsillitis or something today/yesterday afternoon which made me a tad miserable… But I’ve taken medication for it so I feel good now! I took the day off today though. Why couldn’t it be yesterday when we had sport!?

I actually got up this morning thinking ‘I’m going to get so much of my English speech done! I have so much time wow it’ll be done within a few hours of hard work!’ But here I am now at 3:08pm, and my speech so far consists of the paragraph I wrote last night… This is getting impossible. And it’s due next week too.. I need help…

I can say speeches in front of everyone it’s just the writing part that gets me.

Also, because I’m in year 10 now we get to buy jerseys, which are really quite cool! We can get a nickname on the back too, and I think I’ll get ‘kawaiian’, because in Japanese ‘kawaii’ means ‘cute’, and the ‘iian’ part just makes me sounds like I am that word. I dunno really. It’s odd to understand I think.

And that’s about all for now really! okey dokey then, bye bye for now yeah? c:
♥♥♥xoxoxox♥♥♥

;~; being sick is gross

I have a cold and it’s awful! My throat is sore and dry and my nose is all runny ugh! I had to take a day off school today because of it…

Other than that, I’ve been fine, average. We have school ties on sale now! Finally after all this time of wondering and guessing we now know that they are available! They’re around 20 or so dollars, I honestly think that’s just a little expensive… But schools and uniforms never have been very reasonable when it comes to fees and pricing. I’ll get one soon enough, just need a little money spare first! haha

And also I’ve been thinking about getting a part time job… I’ve never had a job before and it wouldn’t be that much money but it’d be pretty good for some experience and a little in the pocket. 🙂 So I might look into that.

And that’s all for now! My nose is so runny and so ridiculous it’s like a tap! Goodness! I keep sneezing too! ahha

bye bye for now folks 🙂 😀 xoxoxo ♥♥♥

Whooshka

Title was so random really! How are you all? I hope pretty good!
I’ve been alright lately I guess, my parents have been very naggy… I really wanted to go with my friend and her mum to see a concert of a cool band but they won’t let me go. It sucks to put it shortly. I can’t even be bothered to explain it all, it annoys me to no end, but it’s also mainly the fact that they got my hopes up really high, only to crush them so hard. hnnn… :T

school’s boring too! The maths is getting difficult for me yet everyone else seems to be okay and it’s confusing because I feel kinda stupid and left behind and bleh I’m a loooossseeerr. 

anyway, I’m exaggerating really! I’m actually pretty good! The weather’s been pretty good too, rather cold, but I love the cold! :3 It’s great. And and and and! We now have school ties!!! Yessss! It’s the best ever, I’m going to buy one maybe after the weekend or something 🙂 

so yeahhh that’s all for now I think! 
okay

bye bye friends! 🙂 🙂 😀 :3 
♥♥♥ oxoxo

I’m so boring weh!

I really am! I wish I was more exciting so I could write more posts and all that but nothing ever really happens with me so I write nothing for ages!

Our school IS in fact getting ties! Soon-ish! I want one now! Oh well, I’ll have to be patient e_e

School is normal, bit boring. We have homework a lot which is super boring! It’s not even that difficult I just think any amount of work is a lot of work! haha

Home life is boring too, just sitting on the internet usually! And of course, trying to do the homework!

Hmm well that’s all for now, as boring as that was! Gosh I need to get out more…

righto then type to you guys next time! :3 ♥♥